24th
“Rest even as you
Are starting to feel the way I used to,
I don’t need a better thing
(Just to sound confused)
Don’t talk about everyone,
I am not amused by you.”
Found myself playing ‘Unlabeled Mix CD Roulette’ in my car this weekend, and rediscovered my obsession with Pete Yorn. (Move over, Ryan Adams, my original crush has returned.) I could listen to “Lose You” on repeat for days on end…and I just may.
“If I’m gonna lose you
I’ll lose you now for good.”
Lost Coastlines - A.C. Newman & Will Sheff
And yes, Ryan McManus is my musical muse on a near-daily basis. (Video comes courtesy of him.)
“Should look through some old photos I adored you in every one of those.
If someone took a picture of us now they’d need to be told that we had ever clung on tight and maybe not with arms at night.”
In honor of tonight’s Frightened Rabbit concert tonight, “Poke” - live. Amazing.
“But I hate when I feel like this, and I never hated you.”
Ryan Adams & the Cardinals “Fix it” live on Letterman.
This song has been in nearly-constant rotation for the past month. It’s powerful and cathartic and puts things into perspective.
I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I was lonelily looking for someone to hold
In a way I lost all I believed in
And I never found myself so low
One of my favorite songs from the B-Sides of Damien Rice, ‘Lonelily’ is a song that sounds like it would fit in a melancholy playlist, but alas, I love it for its authenticity and find it actually puts me in a good mood.
And you let me down
You could’ve called if you’d needed
But you lonelily got yourself locked in instead
And you let me down
It’s one thing being cheated
But you took him all the way through your bed